Open Door

8x10 Oil on Canvas

 I'm having a little problem. I know I am a little behind on my goal so while I've been painting I've been hearing this little voice just chattering away  in my head, just a constant little annoying dialong "you better hurry up, your behind, you better hurry up, your behind, hurry up, hurry up"  and on and on it drones.  Well then of course the opposite occurs- my paintings are feeling very forced and then I'm not having very much fun and then I don't want to do it and then I'm worried is this the commitment phobic bearing her ugly little head? I'm not going to let her get the better of me, I did settle down the other day, I put on my classical music  that my husband just hates and went into the zone. It is the journey not the destination that matters anyway. Poor little commitment phobic girl I think she's met her match. Ha!